hey hey hey im in english right now and yeah im like bored and happy kinda cuz i already wrote this awsome entry but the friggin computer was being mean so yeah but anyways today was pretty go0d yeah i had loads of fun and ughs ughs ughs i have to go to track after school and shit i dont really feel like running but oh wells. ah! holy mother of pete im bored!..haha and amber do0d i wanna talk to you!!!!!!! i need to tell you stuff!!..hehe....im getting a kitten! im excited but i dont know what to name it oh! i have dance tonight im really excited were gonna be performing so0n and its gonna be so freakin awsome man i swear! and my teacher *bradley* is totally co0l i love him! hes suCh a go0d dancer! and no i dont think hes hott..lol...i dont like everyone i see goodness.=P okay ashley do0d call me gurl i called last night but you werent available..hA...okay well i dont know what else to say so yeah

adios..xoxox kiss kiss

hey hey hey go0dness so sorry i havent written i hardly go online anymore..n0 time. im really bored and im in english class, once again but anyway tess if you read this i want you to know youre the best person ever and i am so lucky to have met someone like you and to have you help me through all those tiems go0d and abd. im really glad were friends and we hAvE to keep in touch forever even though your in never land and do0d ill never forget everything we did and stuff that went on especially those incidents in your room..wink..ask later if u don get it. lol well anyway i have a track meet on friday and my brother is turning thirteen on sunday damn hes old. ha and shit man you ever want to hold on to someone so abd it drives you insane and you think about it all the time but you know its not right you feel like your the only one with these feelings like somehow he just..doesnt care anymore. i mean i dont freaking get how guys canget over ppl so damn fast i wish i could figure this shit out but fuck i dont want to let go nope nope..lol..but seriously i really like this guy but i dunno i really really really think *kN0w* hes not into this anymore but i dunnos just dont wanna let go. i dont want it to be a memory where i just look back and think hm i wonder what ever happened to him i hate knowing that someone else is in his thoughts someone else gets to see him and kiss him that someone else gets to hold him and make him smile. i hate that.damn love sucks. ya know true love, real love..isnt fear, but how i dont get it that cant be possible there has to be fear theres fear in everything i guess its just a matter of how much you elt it tkae charge but its like, dont you get scared theyll leave, scared they wnot care anymore. the hardest thing in life to do is watch the person you love, love someone else.

.."no, you know whats cool..having the [guy] you love, love you back, thats whats cool.." -thanks mike..nice one

dont get me wrong im happy just need to get things off my chest

hey well goodness sorry i havent written in like forever ive been so0o0 busy its not even funny. im in english classs right now and damn we have loads of homework to do and its really hard to get it done cuz i dont get home from school till 6 (cuz of track) and then yeah id rather not bore you with my entire schedule..hehe=P...but anyways i saw the passion. powerful, awsome movie. jesus kicks ass!!! hehe yeah anyway and um tomorrow im going to this spanish resturant on santa monica pier which is my favorite place ever!!!!!!!!! *im going with my family but its koolio* anyway yeah school is pretty go0d its been hott as hell damn man what the hell happened to wind??? and lets see well i havent really gotten to talk to tom in like forver and when i say talk i mean for real for some reason i feel like im losing him =( *tears* goodness why is it that the thing you want so much is always so out of your reach? i dont get it. but goodness i have to go cuz schools almost out and i have to go to track and rUn..yay haha but love you alls and ashley do0d miss ya..TOM...couldnt do without ya...laters ppls much love

kiss kiss xoxoxoxox